Crunchy on the inside.
A blog dedicated to an exploration of life, science, and the transgendered way from the heavily biased view of a MTF Gothic Geek.
Entries Tagged With "Transgender"
- Near-Total Darkness
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She sits, cross-legged on her bed in near-total darkness. The only light in the room supplied by the amber charging indicator on her laptop and the filtered sodium glow of the sprawling city flowing through the gap in her curtains. The room is spartan; marble floor, concrete walls, one desk for laptop and speakers.
- A more descriptive topic.
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I had a very descriptive and well thought-out post prepared about half and hour after my last. My computer ate it. Tip: when using a mobile account on a Mac, and the synchronization house icons are blinking, do not under any circumstances remove your computer from the network, esp. by putting it to sleep. It dies. Ded. Anyway, I'll do the best I can with a weeks worth of additional material and the inability to remember just what the hell I was talking about when I wrote this the first time.
- I've been thinking.
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The iPhone is cool, but only so useful. It's a phone and an iPod, despite it's nearly 1GHz processor and 8GB storage space. I need something that would allow me to SSH into my servers to manage them. I need storage encryption. I need quite a few things that are simply missing from the iPhone. On a personal note, I feel like crap.
- The echoes of angels who won't return.
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If you are a friend who knows me offline, or are family, I beg you not to read this. You are guarenteed to get the wrong impression and do something I would regret. This is a reproduction of a converstaion I had yesterday. I would be lying if I said I feel better today. I'm taking life one day at a time. I'm so tired.
- Somehow, I'm not surprised.
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I'm broken.
- Updates
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A large, large, volume of updates.
- Seattle, now home.
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So, I'm sitting back at the same home office I left three short weeks ago. Nothing makes a holiday pass like working entirely through it.
- The storms, they are a-coming.
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Panamanian storms are beautiful things. The wind, gusting 20 stories towards the sky produce a hypnotic harmonic as they bend around the building's sharp edges.
- Photography, parties, and TG stuff.
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Hmm... news to report, news to report. Well, for starters I'm going for my first electrolysis appointment later today. Everything I've read tells me I'll need some form of "pain management". T_T That doesn't sound good.
- It's that time of the month.
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Time to write another blog entry, that is! Boy howdy, I bet you people were scratching your heads.
- Joy!
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Heading down to the Endro' tomorrow… and I keep forgetting to get some blood taken regularily. D'oh! Never leaving the house during the week will do that, though—I just work and work. Or something.
- Unititled.
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I thought I should finally wake up and write something—it’s been awhile. I tend to write a lot in my head as I muse over things, but forget my train of thought when I wake up the next morning with the energy to write. I don’t write because I’m either too tired, too busy, or too depressed. Stupid.
- 'Twas brillig and the slithy tothes…
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Much has happened since I last wrote - things have been busy at home and the office (one and the same, truthfully) and I haven't had much time to write. Or the inclination, but that's a different issue. The problem with blogs being they don't write themselves…
- A (less than) quick reply.
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To answer some questions in the last comment — you know who you are.
- Big Post
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Quite a few things to type about today. Things in the first section should segway fairly easily together.
- Victory!
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I have had my three-month checkup appointment with my endocrinologist and all is looking well other than a vitamin D defficiency—working indoors all day, every day, will do that to a person.
- I've gone pro, and other news.
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Sorta. I now have a 1-year subscription to Flickr.
- Monday. It had to be Monday.
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Next Monday is my appointment with an endocrinologist. And that is a disturbingly difficult word to spell. On the phone with the doctor's office I nearly had kittens - now comes the joy of arranging transportation.
- The Silence is Deafaning
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After 20 years of dodging the issue, finally coming to terms with it has proven to be more difficult than anticipated. Talking to my doctor to get referrals to two Victoria-area doctors (an endro. and a psychologist) is the real kicker - waiting for so long, and I feel as if I can wait no longer. Today I received notice, via my flatmate, that one of the doctors has called back... and here I am sleeping over at my parent's.
- Ask Tye
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There is a huge debate raging across Tye's blog right now. Right-wing and left-wing have met to form a conversation long enough to break the WordPress template being used on the site. Here are some of my posts as comments to this one.
- She's Not There
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A life in two genders; review.
- Loved Ones
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After two very nervous calls to other people in the area, one who is the volunteer contact person for the local PFLAG group, and the other an older woman in a position similar to mine, I finally gathered up enough courage to tell my mother.
- Continuation of a Theme
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I've lost 10 pounds of worry in the process of informing several friends of my troubles. Their reactions have been fairly uniform: "it's strange, but not unexpected".
- Self Story
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I feel hollow inside. Empty. Classic Emo phrases, but not eating for two days will do that, I guess. Having a total of 10 hours of sleep in the last week can't help either.